Supergirl

I'm amazed that i'm still alive! So like....i went overseas yesterday to collect my stocks despite being sick. I went 26 hours without sleep. I didn't book any hotel to stay in....i just SAT AT THE AIRPORT WAITING FOR MY FLIGHT. Cus like it was a rly short trip, and why book a hotel when i'll be checking out in 4 hours or something lol. WELL SO I SAT AT THE AIRPORT FOR 4 HOURS INSTEAD. With a fever going on & off. I'm actually quite shocked the customs didn't bother and let me through? Uhhhh well anyway yeah AND I'M STILL ALIVE AND KICKING! Got some sleep from like 7am to 1pm this morning (or should i say ytd since it's already 2am now)? Then proceeded to go do my shoot. When you have to work, YOU HAVE TO WORK!

Hate being sick when i'm overseas!!! Feels really horrible. Was puking like mad. I kept forcing myself to eat. I ate 4 different dishes in a span of hmm.....2 hours?! Puked the 1st dish out, then i decided to order again and eat again. I love eating! So yeah. Then after finishing it...i stood up and was happy cus well i'm always happy after eating. Or during the process. Or even thinking bout it. OK ANYWAY, when i stood up, i felt it going up and ran to the toilet to puke.

I DIDN'T WANT TO STOP. I WANTED FOOD TO STAY IN MY EFFING BODY CUS I NEED THE ENERGY. So i ordered the 3rd dish. I ate reeeeeeally slowly. I think i took 45 min. It was all good y'know. THEN WHEN I STOOD UP...it was a freaking repeat. SO THE 4TH DISH I DECIDED TO ORDER SOMETHING LIGHT. LIKE A SANDWICH. They gave me 4 slices. I could only finish 1........cus i felt like puking when i was about to take a bite of my 2nd. DIDN'T PUKE BUT WAS NOT CONTENTED AT ALL.

HAD A REEEEALLY SORE THROAT SINCE THEN. It's not any better now.

Anyhow...my appetite is huge and yes i've stopped taking the appetite suppressants since last week. I was quite a sad child you see. & I SIMPLY LOVE EATING. Especially to cheer myself up. It's one of the few things that can cheer me up, really. SO WELL, i decided to not take those pills anymore and just EAT WHATEVER I WANTED.

& I DID. TILL TODAY. TODAY MY PUKE FEST ENDED!!!!! So i ate A LOT. BY THE WAY, I love Ramly burger~~~~










I got depressed after reviewing the pictures of today's photoshoot though! CUS I REALISED I'VE GAINED WEIGHT. You can't see it but I CAN. Ok it may not be very obvious to you but it'll be next week! I think....but of course i hope not!!! I know i did because i've stopped 'em pills and didn't wanna watch my diet cus i wanted to be happy. Well well....but if eating has the ability to cheer me up, I WILL EAT!

Hopefully i'll find something else that can make me happy soon. Then i'll be able to get rid of this crazy eating. Lol. Won't be easy though...

OH WELL WHATEVER MAKES ME HAPPY!!! As mentioned in the previous post, i want to learn to love myself more and stop being so fucking concerned about my looks cus i will never ever be perfect or look anything like Angelababy (oh and if you dont know, she's like.....my idol? HAHAHA).

Collection #85 launching at 7pm on THUR 17 SEP @ www.ohsofickle.com.sg!!!!! :)

I'm gonna have an office! Employing a friend to work full time there!! So that means lesser work for me. LESSER STRESS! Less prone to mistakes. SIGH Y'KNOW IT'S DAMN HARD MANAGING THE ONLINE STORE ON MY OWN LAH. Can't blame anyone but myself though.....and even though most of my customers understand that it's tough, I MUST PUT A STOP TO THIS SHIT IM DOING TO MY NAME! Been having new customers who are complaining a lot to my mum and my salesgirls and all.....quite sad uh. Cus i'm really doing my best. PUTTING SO MUCH TIME IN THIS. I am only human though...can only manage THIS much. The more i try to save time but doing it fast, the more mistakes i'll make. :( SO PEK CHEK?!

AM GLAD I'VE FINALLY DECIDED TO DO THIS. Should've done so a looooong time ago. My mum just goes on and on about this but i refused cus i like doing everything :/ Haha i'm a bit uhm...."gey kiang" you know? Think i'm all wonder woman and all. OH WELL I AM NOT~~~

Wow...wordy much.

HAHAHA.

Am at Marisse's crib. Love her room. So cozy.







"fighting god"




"call me"

Cannot help but to burst into laughter when i look at mars do her thing with the mask on. HAHAHA.