WTF?

I DO NOT HAVE MANY FRIENDS (but acquaintances, yes a lot. there's a difference!). Why do ppl even call me "famous"? DO YOU REALLY KNOW WHAT FAMOUS IS? And to another group of ppl, I also do not act famous or anything.....wtf man, why would i wanna do that? Why fake that i have a lot of friends? I DONT DO THAT LOR. BUNCH OF ANNOYING FUCKERS.

When i'm in big groups, i'm usually THE QUIET ONE SITTING DOWN. It is not because i'm arrogant or proud or think i'm so up there......i just am not a people person? I'll just smile and smile cus well i just like to smile. Sounds like an idiot but that's just me :/. Anyway i try to avoid big groups. Yeah i know when i go clubbing there's gonna be BIG BIG BIG groups but if you've seen me or whatsoever,you'll know i always stick to the same handful of people and i'm always in my own little world being that "dancing queen" that i am ok? I dont go around talking to people i dont know or making friends with my friend's friends.....it's not that i'm being unfriendly but that....it's just not me! Stupid fuckers....you don't know anything why anyhow make up stories about me!!!!!!

But when people talk to me, i'll definitely talk to them and will be friendly (haha its a bit the uhm....yknow to say that about myself so weird but true what). I can talk for hours and hours and be myself but then that's only if i'm around 1 or 2 new people. Not like a big group of people i don't know.

That's why you see, I REALLY DONT HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS? I'm not very easy to find if you want to talk to me...cus i don't like to talk to ppl i hardly know on the phone or on MSN or whatsoever. Oh wait, i dont even use MSN messenger?!?! YES I DONT. There are some exceptions though. Like FB chat. I tried to step out of my comfort zone but still.....how long did i last?! It was just uncomfortable. Now i'm always appearing offline on FB cus i feel so uncomfortable talking to ppl i dont know...always feel scared that they've sthng up their sleeves? LOL SORRY LA I'M A BIT CRAZY. Sometimes i will talk to them....only once or twice cus well, i'm hardly online.

Honestly speaking, 'm afraid of having too many friends cus there'll be so much backstabbing and blah blah. I've not had a single backstabbing case since sec school? My friends are wonderful and I'M SO CONTENTED WITH THEM ALL. HAPPY!

Feel soooo safe around them and can really be myself and speak my mind without caring whether anyone's gonna talk shit about me cus i know they're true friends! I don't need to have sooooo many friends and invite all that drama in my life.

You must know me then you'll know what i'm really like. There're not many people who do....cus well like i said, you can only know me if you've met me in real life cus i never talk to ppl i dont know online. I'm only really noisy and crazy around my friends. Those people like Lyeyee, Freda, Donna, Mars, DX and about 5 others (i don't want to mention all to prevent some unnecessary misunderstandings)?

People who talk shit about me are people who don't know me or have never talked to me before? Those people think they know me cus they've seen me before or they read my blog but.....how much do they really know? Lol.

Mars always tells me that it's okay when someone tells me something like "hey blahblah said she doesnt like you...she thinks you're a bitch". Because they don't know me. They only think they do. That helped me a lot to get over all that shit people have been saying about me. ;)

SO REALLY, YOU CAN GO ON AND SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT ME. MAKE UP ALL THAT STORIES.....AT THE END OF IT ALL, WHAT DO YOU GET? If your friends find out it's all a pack of lies, you lose them, they'll see you as a loser. Think about it, is it really worth it? Lol. Up to you lah!!!!!! ;)