This is the longest post I've ever written. Longest thing I've ever typed on my iPhone hahahah. Wish to add pictures but I'll prollydo it tmr using my laptop!
Be prepared!
Read only if you've like 30 min to spare or something hehe.
This is my summary for 2009...
I can't believe we're entering a new year! It's so hard to believe how quick a year passed.
This year I lost the love of my life, dary, to stupidity. The boy has taught me so much in life. Without him, I don't think I know what I'll be right now. Because of him, I realised how weak I can be. However, i am stronger now after going through half a year of hell. He made me realise that we should never take things for granted when we have em. I learnt that we should never go too far with our words or actions and should always think before doing something we might regret. Despite how much he loves you and is willing to give up for you,there's always a limit to it. Sometimes you expect to be forgiven because "love conquers everything" but once you hurt someone so bad, it leaves a scar that will never be erased. Thank you Daryl for everything. You've played such a huge role in my life. I'll never forget all the good times we shared. I'll also never hurt anyone like how I hurt you because i end up the most hurt at the end of the day. Truly hope you find happiness again and hope the next girl treasures you and treats you better because you deserve it. You're the most tolerant boy I've ever met and also a perfect example of why "one should never judge a book by it's cover". Even though u appear to be so scary and fierce, you're such a sweet and gentle person inside, so patient and ever so forgiving. :)
This year I started designing a lot! Saw people wearing the apparels designed by me which does make me feel much more confident and positive about life. That im no useless school drop out. I made people see how a school drop out doesnt hve to be a road sweeper or a toilet cleaner. I opened a boutique a haji lane and far east and shifted to a .com.sg site for ohsofickle! I had my first fashion show too! Had to get interviews for magazines and newspapers too! Which is something I never thought I'd get to do hehe. Never thought ohsofickle could go this far and I thank you all for the support you've given me all this time. I do hope in 2010 I can get more manpower and stablelise the webbie! Hopefully I'll be working more often at far east so I get to meet and greet you faithful supporters! Also provide better service for you all. I'm aware the online store faced a downfall due to inefficiency and this area will be worked on major time! Thank you all!!
This year I met many new friends! I finally got out of my comfort zone to talk to more people:) it's not that I'm unfriendly but I'm just really shy and always afraid I wouldn't make a good impression or I'm ugly when I speak blahblah. But this is kinda over...I feel better about myself now! Though still rather reserved at times but thank goodness I actually reply to people's questions instead of smiling when being asked one. Now I have many hi-bye friends because of this hehe. Oh and finally more guy friends for me! When I was w Daryl, I refused to talk to all the boys thinking all boys are jerks except d. I'm no longer that unfriendly bitch to boys now haha. I saw a huge increase of boy's numbers in my phonebook... I've more guy friends like kaiwen, fendi, akira, dew, yicong, darylssss, marvin, sheen...aiyah sorry if I didn't mention u if you're a guy and my friend...rly a lot! Hahaha.
This year I grew closer to a bunch of awesome girlies namely, Donna, dingxuan and Marisse! Never have I spoken to dx despite working at sup for such a long time?? But this year we got closer and she's an addition to Donna and I making all 3 of us the to-confuse-people girls cus of how we resemble each other! Found a fellow crazy dancing queen~ Met Mars because I employed her to work in haji! Made a hi-bye friend into someone so close to me now! All the slpovers and the eating sprees we went on...the numerous attempts to lose weight and rhyme...lol. & Donna, my fellow depressed low self-esteem woman, I love you most! You're one princess that kw and I spoil too much cus you're one pissy lil girl. Though i've been warned by mars and dx not to give in to u all the time, I can't do it cus I love u and hate to be the cause of ur sadness. Hehe. I do hope you don't feel neglected now that I'm not longer single and free:( you know deep inside we make the best couple right? Our mad shopping sprees, random hahahaha message to each other, in our own world character. You the man and I the lady...sometimes man...ok whatever hahaha.
This year I drifted apart from my girlfriend ly, Freda and chissy but I want you 3 to know I'll always love you girl and will never forget y'all! It's not that I don't wna meet u girls but th time isn't a lot of my side:( and our diff lifestyles...I wish you 3 party too so everytime after work, I get to see you all. But nonetheless, I rly hope to see y'all often in 2010 once I settle everything! Been super busy:( anyway, the biggest surprise given to me this year is by ly& Freda! They planned such an awesome birthday party for me! invited my pri&sec school friends which I thought I'll never get to see again! Even received a phone call from a group of sec sch buddies who couldn't make it for the party. That was the sweetest most unforgettable birthday gift ever. Thanks:)
This year I met Cassidy who is my now-boyfee! Never thought I'd ever be wth him. Lol. I didn't like him on bit when don first introduced him to me cus of his arrogance. As time passed by, he changed so much for me to like him better. I'm so glad I made him into a much sensible boy now and more friendly too! Though still kinda egoistic at times (ahem major chuck bass wannabe), glad he only does it to a handful of ppl and tones down whenever he knows I can't stand it alr aha. I just have sthng against ppl who r too egoistic you see. Being with cass made me feel family love! I've never had home cooked food in maybe,5 years of my life? But I finally get to sit at a dining table with a family to have home cooked food! It feels so good cus at home, it's just mummy and I, hardly ever get to eat at home. If not for cass, I'd still be eating outside food everyday! Cassidy's family also thought me how to play poker an be a better dai-Dee player! Also mde me buy 4d and toto! Never rly gambled in my life before till I met em haha loser much I know! His sis also made me realise that even if you're damn pretty, you don't have to be forever gg out to show off your looks! And being pretty doesn't mean you have to have a lot of friends! She's one girl who's quite a surprise....she's kinda like me, not comfortably making friends oh and its not cus she's proud, I guess she doesn't feel comfortable doing that, like me! So with a character like that, it took me months to finally strike a conversation with her! So now since the ice is broken, after 3 mths of seeing her almost everyday, we r talking and dolling up tgether everytime there's a special occassion which is kinda fun and I don't feel so much of a stranger in the house anymore! :)
This year I didn't make enemies. :) I didn't have much blog drama too. Of course, it's inevitable to have hatred around but none I know personality and my life should continue like this:) make peace not war people!
I don't think thats all for 2009...am sure there's much more but this post is fuh-reeeeaking long and I should stop already. I should thank a few more others before I go though. Thank you nuffnang (for the advertorial given to me, for the canon products, for the free cash, for the events planned for the bloggers...etc..), all you readers reading this blog (the lovers, haters..everyone), my staff working at ohsofickle the office and the shops (for being part if the growth of a soon to be big brand! Hahaha), the youth empire (esp Althea for teaching me so much about business and events management), my mummy (for being a mother! Doing everything a mum will do for her daughter & my new daddy (mom's boyfriend) (welcome to the family!)....and everyone who has played a part in my life, THANK YOU so much.
Have a great year ahead! Happy new year! Let's all wish 2010 would be a better year for all :)
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