Earth hour!!YAY I SURVIVED EARTH HOUR!
HOW BOUT YOU?
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OMG OMG I SWEAR I LAUGHED WHEN I SAW A COMMENT BY THIS PERSON CALLED "weihan" Hahaha.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
The lights in my house are off now!! Here i am blogging in the dark!
I looked to see the buildings around me and am impressed because a lot of windows are like...black!! Or maybe 3/4 of the people are not home yet....
Anyway...PLAY YOUR PART! TURN OFF NOW!
Actually i dont know why i'm doing this but it is quite cool la haha. I dont want to be the house that gets scolded by someone from the opposite block.... "wah why that unit lights so bright.....such an idiot...should be banished from earth!". Lol
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I seriously am in such a bad mood now i could kill.
I really wish my mum would understand me more and stop thinking that everything i do is something everyone can do too.
She doesn't even appreciate it that i helped her ease her burden by supporting myself since 15. I mean how many 15 year olds out there stopped taking allowance from their parents and relied on a blog shop??
AND SHE DOESNT CARE. Said she did that too when she was younger. I mean....it's different! WHAT ERA WAS SHE IN?!
Now, she wants to take charge of everything in the Ohsofickle store. Said she can employ ANY of my friends to do the buying and the shop can do as well as when i was in charge. So that means as of today, i will not be giving a damn about the stores and i will only concentrate on my online business.
I mean, doesn't she know that i build the name Ohsofickle with my bare hands from scratch? She has the mentality that anyone can do the same and that i am not that special. DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT HURTS? Cus i know i worked hard. SO HARD. My friends know i put my whole heart into this because i sacrificed a lot of time that i could spend with them to do this.
Never seemed to be able to do anything to make her proud of me.
I mean, if it wasn't for Ohsofickle, CAN SHE QUIT HER JOB??? I wanted her to feel happy that she's out of her stressful family business and help me out by doing easy things like going down the shops to check the sales....She isnt appreciative at all. Said it is all because of her that's why OSF is OSF. Like.....uhhhhhhh.....
Well the whole thing started because when i came back from my trip and unpacked the boxes in my room, I REALISED 1/2 (possibly more....because i really have a shitload of clothes! moreover i wear most only once....SIGH) OF MY CLOTHES ARE GONE. I am sooo not used to seeing my wardrobe so empty! So i was shocked and i questioned her NICELY but she insisted she didn't throw anything and everything should be in the boxes. So i asked if she sent anything to the shops and she said she sent some old stocks.....then i asked the sales girls and realised that SHE SENT MY CLOTHES THERE TO BE PUT ON SALE. WTF?! I love my dresses and all i cried soooo badly....i mean, if i wanted to sell it, i will!! I just disposed a lot of clothes recently and all that i left there are the ones which i still want! PLUS WHAT SALE...Most of my clothes are not like cheap-cheap brandless ones?? Imagine someone sells away a dress you bought for over $100 and worn only ONCE for $15?! HOW'D THAT FEEL!!!!
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW PISSED OFF I WAS. Selling off your clothes without your consent!?! So she finally admit that she was wrong after 1 hour of quarreling about EVERYTHING (that explains the first few paras in this post).
Something stupid she said when i told her about the 15 year old part was that i was too spendthrift thats why she decided not to give me pocket money anymore....ok i understand that PERFECTLY. But when i start earning my own money, I HAVE THE RIGHT TO SPEND IT without telling her what i spend it on. YES i may be the most spendthrift person but at least I spend what i earn....am not spending her money at all! Now she wants to sell away my clothes and take the money that i earned to buy it?!
AHHHHHH I SWEAR I NEARLY JUMPED DOWN THE BUILDING MAN. Such a depressed rash person i am but she is DRIVING ME NUTS. Sorry for this lengthy post....i really just had to LET IT OUT.
Tomorrow is the buying trip and i shall go alone and get stuff only for the online store since she wants to take charge of the boutiques. Since she thinks she can do it all on her own WITHOUT ME. Telling me that she can do better than me. She also doesnt wanna admit that she is old and her taste in clothes will be different from a teen's. URGH WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER???!!
PLEASE LET THINGS GET BETTER GOD.
p.s due to the recent problem with google/blogger, most sites under google cannot be viewed! if that happens, do go to ohsofickle.livejournal.com! i might move the next collection for ohsofickle there if the problem isn't resolved by 1 april! please take note babes!