I don't like what i'm doing to myself.
I don't like the choices i'm making.
I don't like me.
Yesterday, i got inked. I don't like it when people ask me to stop. I like it. I am still very skeptical about getting my whole arm done...even though i really want it cus it looks so incomplete and ugly now. I wonder....what if my future husband's parents won't accept it etc. Lol. Thinking too far....but what if? I cannot imagine how it'll be like. 2 people in love. So in love, and not being able to get married.
Oh yes...i just checked my emails. Everyone's asking the same question. I feel the pressure. I feel angry with myself. So there'll be a delay (oh yes here we go again you can say~~~) and no, i can't speed things up. If things went well, i'd fly there on the 12, pay for the stocks, hand carry them back but no...thanks to the chaotic situation in Bangkok - where the factory is situated at, i can't go over to collect the stocks! It's Saturday, can't transfer money overseas till Mon. Then the stocks should get despatched on Tue/Wed and arrive on Thur. Fuck it's long. Boy i'm pissed off with the red shirts....And again, i'd like to apologise to all who've been waiting. Last week the situation was ok, so i thought i'd be able to go...who would've expected things to get nastier. :(
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Hey dear mind sharing what you're using for your eye makeup? Looks pretty!
ReplyDeletePretty as always ;) what's the lipstick/gloss you're wearing!?
ReplyDeleteHow did you create those effects on your photos?
ReplyDeleteSaw you on friday @ far east shopping centre! You're rlly pretty, and your dress sense is super good :>
ReplyDeletethis week in bkk is THAI NEW YEAR.
ReplyDeletewe called songkarn day
big holiday! haaaaaaahaaaaaahaa :)
U r so pretty!! :) :)
ReplyDeleteHey, stay strong Tammy. :)
ReplyDeletehihi, i just wanna ask you something related to macbook icons! >< some icons cant be changed, can i do something about it? sorry to bother, thankssss!! ^^
ReplyDeleteYou look pretty normally, no offence but you don't look nice in the photos! My own opinion anyway (:
ReplyDeleteOmg you're quite pretty but like, can you not pose with your mouth open? It's really not sexy. At all. No offense, just giving you a good opinion. It's like how we like this particular picture of ourselves so much, very pleased with it. But few months later we realize that we look quite blah in it. So yeah. that's my point. (: ciao
ReplyDeleteusing eyeshadow! hehe i dont know hw t put it properly though :x
ReplyDeleteetude hse! shade p 002 if im not wrong
ReplyDeletegoogle will save u! i cant :( cus idk hw t teach u here. but well some rly cnt be changed so yup!
ReplyDeletestaying strong :)
ReplyDeleteyes yes! haha i know. but the riot was the reason why i couldnt goooo
ReplyDeletephotoshop - adjust the colors!
ReplyDeleteah i cant rmb what i was wearing! but still, thanks!!: )
ReplyDeleteuh? hahaha i wasnt rly going for sexy. but okay! thx for letting me knw how u feel!
ReplyDeletehaha understand! :) maybe blue contacts arent my thing.
ReplyDeletethank u :)
ReplyDeletei agree, u dun look nice taking pics like tt. quite disturbing. and kinda reminds me of hossana :/
ReplyDeleteWhat shutter speed do you use for your photos? I love the effect it has. And you're a beautiful person. Never doubt that.
ReplyDeleteYou have soooo many clothes! Your new collection can be just made up of your preloved apparels and everything! Definitely will have people buying cause its more "unique" then your supplied stocks!! My opinion anyway :)
ReplyDeleteDoes that mean our orders will arrive by this week?
ReplyDeleteSTAY STRONG TAMMY! C is really a bastard and not deserving of your attention. You deserve better! :)
ReplyDeletehey what camera do u use? i'm looking for one myself, don't really know where to start!
ReplyDeletehey tam you gotta be strong i guess guys just dont think like girls. when you need them the most the are nv there, just plain heartless. "<span>Why am I still hanging on?! Who can bear to see the one they love in pain?! And still ignore,completely?!" He doesn't love me anymore.<span> why do they even do that?</span></span>
ReplyDeletelol.....i really dont understand why it's so disturbing. OH WELL! hahahaha thx for letting me knwwwww
ReplyDeletesigh its so so so hard. harder than i evern imagined.
ReplyDeletehey tammy stay strong! u can do it!
ReplyDeletethank you :)
ReplyDeletethese girls are so silly! whether you pose with your mouth open or closed, it doesn't matter. it's your own blog. do whatever you want and put whatever pictures you want up! :)
ReplyDeletehaha i dont know why luh...i didnt think those picx are that ugly leh :( haha oh well!!
ReplyDeleteheyyyy pretty. where'd u get ur lenses and what model? so nice! haha
ReplyDeleteYou have flu? Or you just cried :x Take care!
ReplyDeleteHey Tammy, I'm looking for colored contact lenses so I'll really really really appreciate this if you can answer my question, so PLEASE do! What brand of contact lenses are you wearing, and what's the color? Thank you.
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