Wednesday, April 7, 2010

lonely gal

It's crazy. I'm tired of doing this once, every single week. I need to put a stop to this.

Maybe it's good that i get to spend this time all alone. Away from everything. Concentrating on work. With my doggies around me. Still get my regular dosage of retail therapy, alone. It's fun. To me. People think i'm weird but that's me, i like Me. Times like these,everyone would turn to their friends. Not me though. I'd rather....hide. To not be seen till i think i'm ok. I hate being seen depressed. When my friends try to cheer me up, i end up more sad. I feel burdensome. So annoying. I hate feeling troublesome so i've to fake my emotions and pretend to be happy. But. I hate faking my emotions.

I'm such a complicated girl. Even sometimes, i find it hard to understand myself.

Crazy day. Too. Much. Thoughts.

Tomorrow i'm coloring my hair. I've completely no idea what color to dye.

Pls help me?

#1
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#2
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#3
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Which color do you think i'd look good in? ;)

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69 comments:

  1. I like Jennifer Aniston's color! Nicole Richie's might be too blonde =P

    Btw, I love your tattoos, can you do a post on them maybe???

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  2. go for the kill. #1 ;)

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  3. i want to....but then im scared ill look like shit hahaha.

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  4. hehe thanks! nah i dont feel comfy posting it!

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  5. Dye black and cut bangs!

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  6. nah! blck no. the bangs....been contemplating bout it for the longest timeeeeee

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  7. #3! cheerful colour. fresh look. i would be cheered up with this colour personally :)

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  8. i think #1 or #3 will look good in you. :)  

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  9. #2 is nicer =)
    CHEER UP BABE! ;) :-D

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  10. i like 3 too! :)  something rly new for me

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  11. okie ! thanks!

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  12. thanks babe!

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  13. #1 for sure! Looks great!

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  14. 2 is more suitable for you! 3 is kinda dark and harsh! anyway dont cut your long fringe! it's rly nice!

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  15. i like all 3 ahhh hard t decide

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  16. dont cut?? haha thx!

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  17. try #3! or if u dare, pastel streaks! haha. 

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  18. maybe u should try red.

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  19. It's best if you go for a darker shade because it's hard for Asians to pull off lighter shades. But up to you, really. :)

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  20. Jennifer Aniston's hair colour is the best out of the 3 options you gave but I think Alexis Bledel's hair colour will look better on you. =) http://hairstyleschat.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/Long_Brown_Hair_96353.jpg

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  21. Hey dear I think the 3rd hair colour would suit you. Oh and you are not weird I tend to isolate myself too when Im feeling down because I dont want to be a burden to my friends. Its ok to feel that way :)

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  22. may i know the colour of ur new nail colour? I LUV!
    is it from OPI?

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  23. totally #3. Warm colors are more suitable with asian skin tone. (:

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  24. Everyone needs to do something fun with their hair once in a while. but 2 is safer. 1 & 3 might go so wrong on asian.

    btw, no hate, but all those blogshop ads are getting kinda... irritating? earning too little from osf? dont get too greedy. lol.

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  25. i prefer you in 1 but you can always try 3 for something new. (: But will it fade for 3?

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  26. lol knew a comment like this was coming sooner or later....well it's doing fine but because my mum handles my osf a/cs and i get like a fixed allowance. this business has t feed 3 mouths until my dad's PR gets approved n he can get a job...so for now she wants me t learn t live w the fixed allowance....which i find is hard and since the blogshops are approaching me, why not! 

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  27. nono la splash~

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  28. okie! thanks!!

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  29. Definitely #2 !!!! :*

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  30. hey tammy, i think 2 would suit yo!
    btw i love your blog!
    many greets from germany,
    visit germany someday, you'd love it :)

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  31. I'll say #3, if you wanna make your face look slimmer 'cos darker colours do the trick! But i agree with Guest, and i'm quoting- "go for the kill!" :D #1 is a good one to be spontaneous for a bit and have a new look.

    I'm sure you'll look great in any! Be cheerful babe, dont be afraid to show your true emotions. Hope the next day is better for you! :)

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  32. Go for look#3. :)

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  33. 3? what is your weight btw?

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  34. I think Jennifer Aniston's hair would be great! I was never fan of the reddish/orange-y tint on ANYONE. -__-;;

    Your new layout's nice! It's more readable :) Good job!! <3

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  35. 3 looks best on you! go for it :)

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  36. I think you'll look good in Aniston'! :D and cheer up ok? :D

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  37. i just read the comment on your business feeding 3mouths. can tell its kinda hard on you. go tammy!

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  38. why thank you! i will :)

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  39. it is...but well life's like that! hopefully i can relax when my dad finds a job! god theyre taking forever t approve his PR shit.

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  41. don't dye your whole head blonde;(
    get blonde streaks or highlights
    and you looked really pretty with bangs!:D
    just my opinion,
    you can rock any hairstyle and colour
    lovexx

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  42. Go for 2! (:

    I think your hair is kinda like J.Aniston now. Its pretty.. and suits you.

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  43. #2 for sure. #1 is too light for u and it'll make your skin look a little yellowish. no #3 is too...over the top?

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  44. Go for it, you're bold and strong you're suitable for #1 with bangs!!! You'll look smackin' hot!!

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  45. I think 3 will suit you :) !

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  46. #3! i've never seen you with  #3 colour so you may wanna try it out? (:

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  47. hey tammy. i saw in one of yr older posts that there was a OSF backless romper? but i didnt see it in the new arrivals in yr blogshop...i was wondering if its in the far east outlet? or if u've yet to put it up for sale online?

    Thanks tammy :)

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  48. I prefer Jennifer Aniston hair colour! Nicole richie colour is too blond for u :)  but go ahead and choose any colour u want!

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  49. Just stick with your natural hair color, or dark brown. But if you REALLY wanna dye your hair, I'll say #3. (;

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  50. definitely 3, it goes best with asian skin tone. the first one will make you look washed out. the second is rather common. hopefully you went for the copper red!! take photos of it ya?

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  51. Why not get #2 and highlight #1 and #3, looks cool~

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  52. get #3 for a change! :) just to let you know that u look great in black! those jet black kind! :)

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  53. will there be a backorder for the polka dot romper in your new collection?

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  54. think you'll look pretty in #3.

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  55. actually as long you have fair skin, all color suits you. at least that's what i know from my stylist but no.3 seriously will fade soon due to red hue. stick to 1 or 2. just my to pence. yea you are right, sometimes its good to be alone because not everyone loves to hear of our sob stories and also it's not really good to be hanging your dirty linen in the public. another point? people tends to judge, so why not just keep it to ourselves. hope you will be happier soon Tammy :D

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  56. oops, lastly i think your long fringe makes you look really beautiful, keep em ;P

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  57. Hi may i ask u 1 qns?
    is bb bold 9000 a gd phone? and can you share w me the gd and bad?

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  58. GOOD ONLY GOOD~~ hehe. ok lah maybe surfing websites isnt as easy as using an iphone cus the screen is pretty small - but still it's ok! 

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  59. Go for number 3!!!! It's nice:)

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  60. hey! i love to shop alone too and i keep everything inside myself cos i hate to be consoled by friends it sucks it makes me feel more miserable. so i end up spending time alone when i'm down so don't worry you're not weird! or maybe i'm just as weird haha!

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  61. thank god you are stable with your weight issues these days otherwise you wouldnt be opening up so much. and it would really be hell for you all over again like a vicious cycle. but do uthink theres a cure for this craziness like is it a phase or what?

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  62. No eh. my moodswings act up almost all the time but usually i get angry at most, 3 hours then ill say sorry and everything will be ok. But lately, it's every single day, every few hours, i think he's really really tired...and he started scolding me...then i got worse, cus i hate hate getting scolded, agitates the hell outta me. Well idk if theres a cure, but im all good if he treats me nicely and calms me dwn when im angry instead of arguing...

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  63. thanks for replying :) eventhough all of these ups and downs its really great that you're still fighting.. balancing out personal issues and a normal life.. i dont know how you manage all of these like where do u get your source of energy/motivation to keep going because at times when you're down everything just come crashing, you switch into depression mode, it prolongs and all you want is to recover :/

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