Saturday, June 12, 2010

Tame Me

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Life is getting better...much better.

Now i need to start working...HARD. My TP is on the 12 Aug! Shall go for lessons 4 times a week. I'M SO GONNA PASS AT MY FIRST ATTEMPT! Then buy a car buy my birthday! That's my birthday wish this year. :)

It's so hard to work hard though. My parents are also in this business together. Sometimes i feel restricted to do the things i want. Sigh. I wish someone would offer my dad a job already. Since he came to Singapore till now, which is almost like a year already, his stupid PR isn't approved?! WTF SERIOUSLY.....it's damn stressful for my mum and i. Urgh. Or maybe i should find a part-time job. Any offers? I want something in the office....an admin job rather than sales! Oh and yes i will still do my fashion! How can i ever give up the one thing i love that will NEVER let me down? :) However, how is this business gonna support 3 mouths!!! I wanna live comfortably! NEED TO MAKE A CHANGE! HELP THE FAMILY! I wake up everyday quarreling with my mom over financial issues and it seriously hurts?? We talk about nothing else but MONEY, MONEY, MONEY. WTF. This isn't what i call home!

What's making life even more worse is my supplier!!! She claims to be busy and keeps dragging the date to send me the stocks. Which is causing a huge problem because it keeps so many ppl waiting?! And i can't do anything about it? When i ask her to hurry up, she would be like "oh if you can't wait, then don't do it with me" WTF?! Seriously ...how to do business like that. I hope it'll arrive next week! Really apologise for the long wait. WHY AM I ALWAYS FACING SUCH PROBLEMS?! When i want business to improve and ive already improved on customer service THIS HAPPENS. URGH! Now my customers have like this huge trust issue with my online store and IT SUCKS. Oh well....really can't do anything about it even though i want to SOOOOO BADLY! :(

Ok but anyhow, life is getting much better because i no longer cry myself to sleep. I no longer have sleepless nights waiting for a reply. I feel free from it. I feel like i've finally managed to LET GO. Yes, the whole time i was stubbornly holding on to something that was stupid to hold on to and i realised. Finally realised, i'm better off without you. I'm also thankful for friends who made me see some things aren't worth fighting for. That it's his loss, not mine. Also thankful for the one ive been seeing every single day for 1-2 months! If it wasn't for him i wouldn't be having any fun right now. I would still be locked up in my room sleeping my life away. So yes...even though my life sucks (Read Top), it's much better now compared to months back. It should stay this way.

So anyway! Yesterday was the poker showdown at Azzura - Sentosa.












HER LEGS ARE TO DIE FOR.


Feel like pangsai beside her. She's so pretty!


Andrew!


Aaron!




Collette, Silas & I did the opening set!



The photos of myself are screaming LOSE SOME FUCKING WEIGHT BITCH!!!!!! :( My arms, MY FACE! Goodness gracious me....it's scaring me. The amount of weight i can gain SO EFFING QUICKLY.

p.s K SORRY IF YOU GOT AFFECTED BUT I DIDNT RLY SAY IM FAT?! Just cannot stand the fact that im bigger now?! Even DX went thru my past photos and think i should lose weight too cus i look better skinny. SO LIKE YEAH?!

125 comments:

  1. i didn't know you started smoking. i thought you mentioned before you would never touch it?:S

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  2. wake the fucking hell up. you are as skinny as anyone can be. wtf. seriously. you and your body issues are making all the normal-looking girl feel fat.

    IF YOU'RE FAT YOU WILL HAVE LOVE HANDLES.
    IF YOU'RE FAT YOU WONT EVEN WNA WEAR A BIKINI?

    Seriously, grow up. Stop fucking complaining abt ur weight issues.

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  3. Hey I think you should probably sign up for business management course? Because it's easy to set up a business but definitely hard to make everything work out. There's alot of girls out there who think of Ohsofickle the moment they think of blogshop. So...why not, upgrade yourself? And strive on mann.

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  4. hi tammy, this is soooo random. but have you thought that ever since you went for nose surgery, (to make it smaller), you don't have as much $ as before? because they say dat hehe when you do something to your nose your luck wont be that gd. just a supersticious thought, but i want to hear frm you! thanks..

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  5. Hey Tammy how do you maintain such a flat stomach? Do you exercise a lot or something? I hope you can gimme some tips! :)  Thank you v much!

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  6. I like u the way u are :)  dont think u need to lose any weight. be confident! ^^ 

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  7. Whoa. Her legs are so long. Mine are as long but I've got fat thighs. :(

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  8. no money how u buy car. everytime cxomplain n now stil wnana buy car

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  9. <span>Collette is mega prettyyyyy! does she has a blog?</span>

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  10. Everytime I visit your blog I feel uglier and uglier.

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  11. wow collette is so pretty! does she have a blog?

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  12. idk leh but i think you're prettier than collette. :)  and my god.you are slim enough already! really.did you know guys like voluptous girls and mostly gays,modelizers like stick thin girls?hehe

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  13. stop your whole 'OMG I FUCKING NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT COZ IM SO FAT' already. you're not fat for fuck's sake and if you think you really are, THEN DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

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  14. t, who's the pretty girl collete? Yea she's pretty & what is do ? She's from t poly right? I think....??!! ha ha

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  15. Tame Me is Tammy and Tammy is Tame Me!

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  16. aw tams, youre pretty. you dont have to lose any weight! youre hot.

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  17. tammy whr is your top frm? thank you 

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  18. what colour is your hair tammy? its nice! :)

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  19. daryl is seriously so effing cute. his puppy eyes 0_0

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  20. why am i not surprised that you smoke, tammy? all that secrecy just to hide the fact that you smoke :x 

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  21. dear tammy, finanical issues can always hurt a family and i know it very well. sometimes, you don't have to be very adamant about earning money through your online business. there're other ways that you can earn money. maybe you should consider going back to school, or do something that will enhance your career or ambition. don't take school as a dread, more of something to enhance the talent that you possess. i think you're a girl with courage and talent, and that is something very rare amongst others, so make use of it. i hope you will give a good thought about it and all the best.

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  22. you're not fat at all.

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  23. It's ironic how u say how broke an financially thight u are but party so much still.

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  24. i dont rly spend $ when i party. my friend drives me there, and back.

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  25. lol maybe??

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  26. for the past 3 days before the event i did 50 sit ups daily. hahaha

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  27. who dont want a car?

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  28. yes high 5!

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  29. I AM NOT SKINNY. I AM NOT SKINNY. I AM NOT SKINNY.

    Ok fine, i wont say im fat, im prolly average sized. BUT I HAVE MY PROBLEM AREAS. LIKE MY LEGS...AND MY ARMS...AND SOMETIMES MY CHEEKS.

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  30. i dont knw! but she has twitter! cherryxfairy if im nt wrong?

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  31. yes!!! :)

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  32. not at all! collette is mixed....mixed girls ALWAYS look better! well personal opinion!

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  33. uh cus my parents read my blog? and look at my picx. and sometimes my comment box? i pray they dont read this.....

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  34. i cant rmb the name! its opposite cotton on wisma!

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  35. i tot that you would "show some face" to aaron if u see him again. but well, seem like things turned better?

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  36. Hiiii I emailed you some personal things!! Please reply!! Saw Colette!! She's fuck fuck pretty. Both of you are unlike me shitty.

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  37. Aaron is actually a very nice chap :)

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  38. you are not fat.
    i saw you at orchard road like a few days before.
    If you are fat, majority of world on earth are fat

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  39. you and daryl are the new and more happening daryl and collete. look at his fb lol. collete gone, u nxt.  

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  40. u should do this more often.  let your readers/customers know the problems u face in your work.  more or less they can understand if something crops up in their order.

    clear our your wardrobe/room.  pick out & sell those items u can bear to part with.
    they are hogging your storage space anyway.  u get back some of the money u spent on them too.  u want money now remember?  there are girls who want tammy's things, am i right?  i'm not sure where u keep ur stocks for work.  but supposingly in your bedroom?
    put them in one place & in order so u don't misplace them.  for efficiency too!  it would speed things up.  good luck!

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  41. so all the drama for nothing? It's stupid that i watched the episode seeing you guys fight over a small thing and now everyone is okay? -_- Why are you even smoking? Don't chu know that it's not good? nose job, complaining fatness, tatoos, financial prob. what's next? tammy wake upppppppppp! You're pretty and you shouldn't smoke loh. SERIOUSLY. 

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  42. You got a nose job?!

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  43. Seriously, you should stop saying that you're fat or whatnot (because you're not and) and it is actually very triggering to people with eating disorders. You're also sending out a really distorted body image message to the girls reading your blog and the need to condone to such social standards.

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  44. Tammy, you're a lot prettier than Collette. It's not true that mixed girls are ALWAYS prettier. She's way too skinny, your body looks softer and more feminine. Your hair looked really good in this post too. Btw I love what you threw on over your bikini! It's sexy without being too try hard. (Y)

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  45. Is all the poker thingy in clicknetwork.tv and all scripted or something? :O

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  46. that andrew , from rp?

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  47. smoking is not much of a big deal, you will know once you grow older. non smoker here btw, same age as tammy.

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  48. r you and daryl tgt? He's so cute, you're so lucky!!

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  49. daryl and you = <333333
    you suit daryls hahah

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  50. lol. so you mean the problem is supposed to last forever and it should nvr ever be resolved? uh woke up long ago....i rly dont see whats wrong w making my nostrils smaller, wanting to slim down, having a love for tattoos.....ok smoking is wrong, but whats up w everyone commenting abt me smoking, since when i posted picx of myself smoking or even, blogged about smoking??

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  51. yeah i got my nostrils reduced like 1 year + ago! but not much diff......CAN YALL NOT CALL IT A NOSE JOB!!!!! it sounds like sthg BIG and like ive plastic in me....lol

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  52. ok sorry but i like to speak my mind.

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  53. NO IM DEFINITELY NOT PRETTIER. SRSLY. She is REEEEEEALLY pretty.

    Still thx. :)

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  54. i think so!

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  55. lol NO? Daryl is my best friend!

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  56. NONONONONONONO DARYL IS MY EXTREMELY SUPER DUPER GOOD FRIEND. No way lah!!! hahaha its just so weird. He's like my brother? Yeah that kinda love...

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  57. i didn't get a good look at daryl but dang, he is one cute pretty boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you both are so compatible srsly.

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  58. well your mind is full of shit

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  59. Hey babe! You got a great figure! Have more confidence ae? Ha! I think you are great gorgeous and have a fabulous body! May be it is not about slimming down but more about toning it? But I hell love the way you are! Good luck to your business and everything! And i love to see you post your happy self ((:

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  60. Haha oh, so you just got like cartilage removed but no implant to make it higher and all that? How much did you pay?! I'm considering doing that too..

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  61. obviously! was clear the moment the videos were released lol.

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  62. maybe you should consider like, not get anymore tattoos. you tell the whole world youre broke, but you keep getting new ones.

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  63. goodness, you're going on and on again..

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  64. I've got an admin job here, works monday to friday and alternate saturday. 7bucks/hr and saturday is double pay. if you need details can email me at debbie_miyako@hotmail.com

    :D

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  65. Hey Tammy you're complaining of financial problems but don't you think smoking contributes to a huge part of that? I think you should take up a business management course too to improve yourself! Why fear/hate education? Just my personal opinion though.

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  66. YAY! that andrew is so arrogant

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  67. holy shitttt colette is so pretty!: )

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  68. Hey Tammy, where do you usually buy studs? ^^

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  69. sstop complaining you're fat. Enough's enough.

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  70. DARYL IS SO FAIR T_T HE SHLD BE A GIRL!!

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  71. i tot that you're always on andrew's side actually. because of your angry post, i tot things won't turn better anymore. but great to hear from you saying aaron is a nice chap. :)

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  72. hey babe. im kinda confused for the swap and shop flea thingy. what time does it start for us to start shopping? :X

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  73. collette is prettier than you. and probably nicer too.

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  74. Hi,may i know where is the photo studio you used for your photoshoots?Can i have the address?

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  75. u permed ur hair?

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  76. okay! i wouldnt say what the others had mentioned cause im in the same situation as you! not fat. but yet not skinny! Collette is seriously hot. I would love to have her figure as well! Everyone defines beauty and hotness in a different way. Everyone wanna look their best! But tammy. u do look pretty! normally we beings would yearn for things we dont have and u dont feel pretty cause u had been looking at yourself for the past 18 to 19 yrs! ( sorry. i dont know your age ). so you would tend to fancy new beautiful things or people. Its NORMAL! cheers! just lose weight in a healthy way and dont do harm to your body. :)

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  77. I am kinda curious , why are you having finicial problems when your bs is earning? 

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  78. DARYL SERIOUSLY LOOKS LIKE TONY FROM SKINS. CAN YOU PLS TELL HIM THAT? ASIAN VERSION! HE'S SO HOT. YOURE SO LUCKY :) TO HAVE HIM BY YOUR SIDE 24/7 HAHAHAHAHHAHA ;) AND YOURE REALLY PRETTY DONT WORRY ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY. AND I THINK THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH WANTING TO LOSE WEIGHT OR GETTING TATTOOS OR SMOKING EVEN! ITS A PHASE ALL NON-NERDS HAVE TO GO THRU :)

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  79. YOU ARE NOT FAT OK UNLIKE ME YOU DON'T HAVE TUMMY

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  80. "i feel like pangsai beside her" thats m.fing funny hahahahahaha

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  81. lol uh....the tattoos are not making me broke? and its not like i do it every week??

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  82. i didnt even remove everything! the doc just sew the nostril in or sthg liddat. but theres no diff from my original nose now cus i still stuff tissues in my nose....so like the nostril is still huge now :( i cant rmb i did it in thailand.

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  83. DARYL DIDN'T USED TO LOOK LIKE THIS! OMFG HE'S SO CUTE NOW! :O

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  84. daryl's too girlish looking. has he entered the army yet??

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  85. AND I THINK THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH WANTING TO LOSE WEIGHT OR GETTING TATTOOS OR SMOKING EVEN! ITS A PHASE ALL NON-NERDS HAVE TO GO THRU :)  -> what a totally retarded comment. Why not you include slitting of wrists, taking drugs, yadayada since it's 'A PHASE ALL NON-NERDS GO THRU'? Geez, get a brain or something.

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  86. Hey what's your height? Btw I think you look much more pretty then collete. And your not fat. Way too skinny isn't that nice! :)

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  87. Btw where are yr parents from? And what's yr race? :-D

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  88. colette pretty? ur eyes stamped. she's so normal. im frm an all girls sch bfr so i seen much prettier ones

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  89. she doesnt smoke. -.- u blind ah

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  90. tammy, your commentors are really funny. they're scolding you for speaking your mind. hahahaha

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  91. are you a non nerd too? how'd you know about slitting of wrists, taking drugs?? OMG IM SO SHOCKED. i know one more thing non nerds do, which i seriously think you should get to that phase right now. they commit suicide. why don't you try that out huh miss know it all. let me know how it goes :) :) 

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  92. <span>@ . 
    Well said. ;) for fuck sake tammy, stop whining about yr fucking weight. If you think you're fat, then DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. like idk. EXERCISE? if you say that your fat, then as . said, dont wear a friggin bikini ok? you'll jst embarrass yrself. or even wearing something close 2 THAT. </span>

    And stop drinking yaw. you'll get a beer belly sooner or later.

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  93. I wish you end up aneroxic. Guys dont like really skinny chicks. Only blind ones do.

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  94. tammy, you are pretty and skinny enough already. don't slim down anymore! just remain the way you are :)

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  95. @ Guest
    'u blind ah' ? READ HER PREVIOUS COMMENTS DUMBASS.

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  96. i ssecretly wish i was anorexic thin.

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  97. but ive huge thighs.....and arms. :(

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  98. singaporean!

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  99. Not true~

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  100. nope! i dont want him to! i think he looks best fair!

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  101. thanks babe :)

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  102. lol. and how'd you know i'm not nice?! wtf...hahaha makes no sense.

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  103. lol sad to be me then!

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  104. Hi tammy! You did 50 sit ups 3 days before? Did you like eat, cause usually my tummy will come out again after eating! ):

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  105. fyi, some people overheard dx & Donna bitching about you @ Azzura party that night , and personally i think most of your friend only wants a taste of your fame that's why they befriend you. just be safe and you should always trust yourself most.

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  106. LOL UH EXCUSE ME, DONNA WASNT EVEN AT AZZURA. DX WAS SITTING THERE WITH ME THE WHOLE TIME. LAME. Try harder next time. The ppl i hang out with are the ppl who dont even bother about "Fame"....these are the ppl who truly love me.

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  107. why dont you ask tammy to try that out, since you claim that she's a non nerd? You freaking nerd, what ''phase that all non nerds have to go thru'', that sounds pretty nerd!

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  108. if you dont want to look like a shit beside her, then dont smoke!

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  109. Wah pro hahahahahaha Donna and me bitching about you sial... I on the phone w Donna ma. Long distance call to London! HAHAHAHA! Why so many shen jing bing ren huh?!

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  110. darryl and you look so good together

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  111. HAHAHHAH i was totally at Azzura............

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  112. btw i miss you all times infinity :(

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  113. btw, calls to london fckin ex. HAHAHHAHA make sure our phone bills dont bomb ok?

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  114. HAHAHAHA! FKING RETARDED RIGHT!

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  115. Hey where did you get your cover up. Really loving it :)

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