Saturday, August 7, 2010

No More



Launching on...
8 August (SUNDAY)
5PM SHARP!

@ http://ohsofickle.livejournal.com

Today i tell myself NO MORE CLUBBING.

If i were to go...STRICTLY NO ALCOHOL. Gonna stay away from it for a loooooong time. I'll be healthy!!! Yay!!!

Well i realised the happiness i get from it is temporary and well i don't want temporary happiness anymore! I mean it's really good to be laughing and all but when i sober up, i turn moody again. I must find joy in other ways. Real joy. Like loving my job. I LOVE MY JOB. I NEED TO LOVE IT MORE AND BE HAPPY WORKING! There's really nothing bad about it & I MUST BE HAPPY TO BE DOING WHAT I'M DOING~~~

I'm also gonna quit complaining about my fats and start working out. Quit drinking because IT MAKES ME FATTER. The sugar. It's crazy. Yesterday i went for a jog at 5am and IT FELT GREAT. Feels good to be in my sport shoes and jogging attire. IT'S BEEN LONG. The sports bra, oversized tee and FBTs are going to be my new bestfriends!

So here's Wed's pictures...t'was a crazy night but NO MORE, NO MORE.. Until i can feel happy WITHOUT alcohol...then i can turn to alcohol to feel happier.


Lol!





















Boys....i need to stop thinking about boys too. I expect too much from boys.

34 comments:

  1. motivation will do the job! good luck!! i know how you feel, like when everything settles down and you're alone, the lonely feeling comes back. i know :)  but i guess we just have to be contented with whatever we have now. only then we can be satisfied and not complain. 


    anyway where do u usually get your stocks for your online store from? BKK? or city plaza? :)  and will u reveal where u manufacture ur own clothes?? just asking! :D

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  2. omg you're so ugly.... sorry. donna looks so much nicer than you.

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  3. i ugly my fault? too bad for me right? lol.

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  4. hey dear, thanks :)  i get my stocks everywhere! as for my self-designed clothes i used t have my own manufacturer in bkk. now i dont have any :(

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  5. Hey, jogging doesn't necessary effective for losing weight, try CIRCUIT training? It's like intensive workout for like 3-5mins. This is how mma fighters train and it's the most effective way of losing weight!!!

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  6. Please tell me where you got this shorts: http://i198.photobucket.com/albums/aa46/ohsofickle/New%20album%20OSF/2-5.jpg
    Thanks babe!

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  7. Tammy isn't ugly. I wouldn't say Donna is pretty but she's not ugly either. She just can't smile properly.

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  8. your hair grows so fast! can see the black roots already haha. pretty girl~ good luck w everything!

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  9. i think your life is damn screwed...

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  10. i think you're rly pretty and you deserve so much more!

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  11. SHEESH,you're turning lesbian huh? 

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  12. how do you actually stop weight cycles? i realise you have this issue too.. :/

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  13. Actually i wanted remain a 'silent reader' here. But I am just surprised at ppl's rudeness in calling a girl ugly in her face. If are a guy, u have no TASTE, if u are a gal u have no CLASS. Even Bunny has better manners!

       It is good U dun feel sad anymore Baby tam. Do u know that age and location does not change anything until YOU decide to change." Lau cha bos" also have mood swings and issues as we were younger but we just can handle them better. The ones who dun like still doing things that waste their time, talents and kill their own self esteem.
        Honestly i think U and the bunch of gals U hang out with are all hot babes. Sobered up and stayed focus, u are geared for success in life.
    Hugs

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  14. its funny whn u say u want to quit clubbin and nxt thing u post clubbin pictures.... hahaha

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  15. Hey, I guess perhaps we expect too much from life and part of the sadness we have comes from disappointment. For example, we expect too much from our partner. We want them to provide us happiness or contentment or other emotion(s) we're after. But they don't. And they never will, because the only person who can make you happy is yourself.

    And by happy I do not mean plastering a smile on your face, but by finding peace within your soul. Happiness is not just about smiling. Happiness comes from peace within, and that stems from embracing everything in life. If you can't be happy or comfortable being alone, how can you be, when you're with another? Hope you won't find me coming off as offensive or blunt. I was just like you and I had wished there were someone who would slap me with all these earlier. =)

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  16. Hi!

    Mm a little happy tip : You know instead of thinking you "have to" do something, you could think of it as you "get to" do something instead! :)

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  17. Why do we expect too much from boys, when part of us know they will disappoint? Lol! =(

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  18. you used to look so much better when you had bangs and was always happy. don't always think about boys? make you look desperate (even if you're not). point is, try to be happy!

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  19. passer, dont be mean. i think both girls are pretty in their own ways..

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  20. Passer, dont you know they look alike? So how different can they be? FYI, I am not the only one who thinks the 3 girls, Donna, Dingxuan and Tammy look alike. How about you upload your own picture in your comment so we can see how you look like instead? What a loser.

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  21. Omg i love the way you responded to the Moron who said you're ugly. But the thing is, if you're, she/he wouldn't even be rEading your blog,contradicting themselves only! You're AS pretty as all of your friends k!!!! Mark my words :D plus you're effortlessly gorgeous? You loo good in any outfits ad any hair and any pictures and anything! You're gorgeous Tammy! Don't let the words of those people who tries to pull you down slowly creep into you and affect your self-esteem!!!! Love you! :*

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  22. u gonna sell the necklace u're wearing in the first pic for your livejournal shop?

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  23. I think your size is just right, not too thin not too fat :) Guys prefer chubbier girls because they are more huggable! So stop going on diet okay! Just eat healthy ^^ Good to hear that you're cutting down on alcohol.

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  24. hahaha you kissed a girl! no la she looks quite pretty what...

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  25. i am jealous u are so pretty!!!u shud be in the showbiz.

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  26. Er... Why are you making out with a girl? =-O

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  27. you, donna and dingxuan are so pretty! :) jealouz! :/

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  28. woah i love the photos taken! Whats the camera lens used? Isit yours?

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  29. Hi tammy, I am glad you decided to sort out your life. Just a 2 cents worth, don't make a guy determine your happiness anymore. As in guys or being in a rs should not be the only reason you are happy. So your next bf you should try to balance your relationship tgt with your social life, friends, blogshop and family! Don't ever put boys as number 1 because we girls will never be their priority. You can be happy as long as you learn to let things go and keep an open mind to everything! :)

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  30. I think you're much prettier than Donna.

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  31. people like that shouldn't bring you down, lol. besides, what are the chances of an anonymous person being prettier than you right?

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  32. did you do something to your nose, ir loks diffrent! :O

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  33. Hi Tammy! Umm, I just wanted to say, for the translucent clothing that you model from OSF, maybe you should wear some sort of lining or inner clothing together with them during photoshoots? Like the Nude Front Button Maxi. Cuz from the photos, your intimates can be seen a little... unless you don't mind that is hahahaha. Just an opinion! :)

    And I'm glad that you're gna do your best to stay away from alcohol! :)

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  34. ahhh i see! thanks! :)  anyway, hope all is well with you. :)  life is gonna be better. stay positive!!

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