Is it that difficult to stay happy?
I was when I woke up. 3 hours later, I see a 180 deg change.
I knew it. I just knew it. Shouldve stayed far away from js-kit.com!
The comments. Comments from people who hate to see me happy - it's affecting me. God knows why. It shouldn't matter. People talk, they always will. So why do I bother feeling so down.... Why why why? ☹
2 weeks ago, it was a lot of "I think you deserve better". Then when I found someone whom I really fancy.......it's "You're not good enough for him". Annoying. Fucking annoying.
I hate not being able to be good enough.....I hate it. I wanna be the "best he's ever had" but it doesn't look like its possible because I'm nothing compared to the girls he was with. It sucks. Hate feeling so fucking inferior. I worry. Worry I won't get to keep him for long.
There is really nothing I can do so yeah. Too bad. Too fucking bad. Sigh.
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