Haven't felt this immense sadness in a long long time. Everything in my life is discolored. It's so dark. There's this huge void in my life. I feel so weak.
I think I have to learn to not let people ruin how I feel about myself.
Never thought words could hurt me this bad. Maybe this life isn't going to go the way I hope it would go. Maybe God has a better plan. I got to start to Let Go, Let God.
Tomorrow will be a better day. I hope.