Friday, January 16, 2015


I have such high hopes and expectations all the time which always end up leaving me devastated and in tears when things don't go the way I want it to go.

Haven't felt this immense sadness in a long long time. Everything in my life is discolored. It's so dark. There's this huge void in my life. I feel so weak.

I think I have to learn to not let people ruin how I feel about myself. 

Never thought words could hurt me this bad. Maybe this life isn't going to go the way I hope it would go. Maybe God has a better plan. I got to start to Let Go, Let God. 

Tomorrow will be a better day. I hope.